And it is very annoying. Because I can't stop. And I'm mad. Cause it's just not working that good.
And it is costing me alot of money. And for what. So I can loose 10 pounds in the beginning and then....
just stay at the same weight? With the threat that if I eat afew too many carbs, I'll INSTANTLY gain it all back, and I do mean instantly, like in a DAY. Because it's happened before....
My husband is so smug. "I've lost 11 pounds!!!!" He brags. And then smoooothly suggests how I might want to "give it a try, ya know, being vegan."
I know, there are so many suffering people with real problems in this world. I listen to the BBC and it makes me cry. And I know I'm being petty but I'm sick of having a big butt. Sick of it.
I guess I just have no choice but to carry on. I suppose doing some exercise wouldn't hurt either.
And it is costing me alot of money. And for what. So I can loose 10 pounds in the beginning and then....
just stay at the same weight? With the threat that if I eat afew too many carbs, I'll INSTANTLY gain it all back, and I do mean instantly, like in a DAY. Because it's happened before....
My husband is so smug. "I've lost 11 pounds!!!!" He brags. And then smoooothly suggests how I might want to "give it a try, ya know, being vegan."
I know, there are so many suffering people with real problems in this world. I listen to the BBC and it makes me cry. And I know I'm being petty but I'm sick of having a big butt. Sick of it.
I guess I just have no choice but to carry on. I suppose doing some exercise wouldn't hurt either.
No comments:
Post a Comment